stop thinking

had a nice poh piah, milo and company of my bestest at qi ji eatery after gym today. gave me the reassuring feeling that somethings in life are there for you, no matter what.

i will not want to make any more first moves. first movers expose themselves....to disappointment. i don't want to feel anything now. i only wish for life to become normal again. a normal life by myself where i am satisfied and happy by the simple things in life.

hopefully writing all these down will clear up my mind. time to sleep and get some rest and stop thinking