the auspicious 8

It's like kicking a REALLY huge boulder, with your barefoot. You try to move it with that bit of effort you can muster but it ends up hurting a lot because your foot gets bashed up..because you kicked it into a huge boulder. and your mind goes "why are you being such an idiot". So you nurse your freaking painful foot. After a while you walk by the same route that is blocked by the same road that is blocked by the ugly big rock (that seem oblivious to others). You don't have the strength to lift it up and push it away by yourself yet, so you do everything you can to get stronger and hope the next time you kick it, it will just burst into a pile of sand, and you can finally walk out of where you are now.

today is 080808, the auspicious day. so today i shall make an early wish, that i will get a real big present on my birthday. i have no idea why i am doing this now. could be because i am hoping for something good to happen in october. october is my favorite month. since today.

took 51 back from the last day of my bpr course today, which was spend creating an excel car budgeting calculator complete with formula. sat through queensway, alexandra...the whole 200 bus-stops home. and when i reached home, i was locked out because i forgot my keys.

And i did not win the 8.8mil draw. damn.