i'm being stupid again. falling knowingly, and i don't know..

I have deep heat smothered all over my back now. there is one strip of back muscle that is easily over strained through badminton and db. and it's hurting now, lopsided swelling. pain pain pain!

yet again i have brought stuff home to do, but left most of it undone. reason being i always bring home more than what i can finish. bad habit. plus, i don't really have the intention to spend so much of my weekend on work. no motivation, no incentive to do so. and i don't want to spend the last 35 minutes of my weekend grousing about work either.

completely and utterly, without reservation and apology.

heck, i should just concentrate on work. which i need to. to-do lists growing again, no more slacking off or saying bottlenecks are the cause of it. bottlenecks are to be broken up, and wat, solutions need to be created by me.

but actually i don't really care about the work already...... where is the passion, where is the direction that i need. i looked at the mfe courses this weekend, a few choices are available, will spend sometime looking through the applications.