hopeless case

i have a runny nose today. but am in a pretty better mood today, right now, probably at the peak since 2 weeks ago. hmm i think it's because i'm a piece of hopeless case. maybe it's really true..that u just want people you care about to be happy, then u'll be happy already. or maybe it's the runny nose that's screwing up my mind, but in a good way.

i have decided to not go for the power boat course...because it will eat into db time.

tomorrow....i shall not drink so much coffee and enjoy spacing out while i'm on course, and try to talk to my course-mates more.

i need to chill out more, and take my mind of things. i want to start enjoying all the simple things that made me happy and satisfied last time. so first of all, i shall sleep early tonight, and yet again, take the pile of stuff i brought home to work on as dead weights that i enjoy lugging around...