Starting low

Severe neck and backache now. From hiatus of rowing for 6 weeks. How come inhaling that much deep heat or yokoyoko from the muay thai fight yesterday didn't alleviate anything? Guess somethings only work when applied externally. Yesterday wasn't a very good day, fren lost fight (and got a bloody nose), fren's car got scratched at a tight carpark turn. Was pretty ok for me though, just pretty beat up at the end of the day (which ended at 8.50pm).

Today is pretty sucky too, guess 2009 decided to start on a low note. But that's what life is like huh, stock market like, got its highs and lows, and mostly unpredictable. It's how you keep your sanity when everybody's losing theirs. Of course it's easier when less people around you are insane or full of nonsense. But i think life is fair at the end of the day. You get the rewards you deserve, or punishments if not so. The what goes around comes around thing.

trying to be good, responsible and the support that i can be is not enough. I need to be clever, rational and determined. Enough of people who only talk about issues and not act on them, and enough of people who think they are victims. Enough of tyrants. I need to think, like jimmy neutron, think.