moody.

The horoscope for 18 jan 2009 makes it sound like I've got serious impulse control issues.

"Rivalries in business may agitate your professional life; don't react inopportunely and violently to the maneuvers of your competitors. Your sexual impulses will be exacerbated by the Moon in this aspect; you will be tempted by extra-marital adventures. Appeal to your strong willpower, which should help you not to annihilate your instincts, but to control them better and, in certain desirable cases, to sublimate them. On the other hand, protect your arteries by eating fatty fish, salmons for instance."

What extra-marital adventures (it's interesting to note that they used "adventure" instead of "affair"). But still, i'm not married, what extra-marital adventures can i have. Or maybe the other party is married/attached. And I'm supposed to resist and sublimate the instincts. (notice they emphasized not annihilating it hah.) I hope the willpowers are not waning.

It's a sucky sunday. I've got too many things messing up my mind. A thought that keeps recurring is that somethings cannot be forced, and I am tired to try too hard..

Let me see, reasons for the moodiness. Too many things undone, and nothing I look forward to is within view. Cannot be bothered about CNY, dreading it even. Next week a lot of work to do on top of the course. My brain feels jammed up. Body is aching like shit. No news for masters application.

:(