2009's opening

Did not expect the last day of 2008 to end like that, and 2009 to begin like that. A roller coaster ride, almost brought me down. A good escape at St James, had to coax myself to let go and relax and dance and enjoy the music (despite the lack of alcohol buzz - it is too expensive to get myself drunk outside).

The lines on our palms, people like to have them read to get a glimpse of their future. My palm lines are quite interesting, two 'broken' palms. But like what my mum says, those lines change, and eventually, our destiny is in our own hands and not dictated by the lines. I have to promise myself to strive on and give myself what I deserve in 2009 no matter what.

A new lesson, revelation, is that everybody thinks differently. Not just their opinions about a matter, that a superficial difference in thinking. The root of people's thought process can be so astonishingly unexpected. How people think differently stems from their contextual experience, something that is very hard for another person to "be in the shoes of". need more lessons from my bestest on counseling, or someone to teach me the way human minds work.