you are the pawn

there are only 3 types of posts i write - work complaints, relationship and random musings.

on work - i will be meeting bigbig boss tomorrow. and got tekan-ed by big boss today, i think he bu shuang i bypassed him and sent materials to bigbig boss. but my boss says, dun care about him. that's what my work is about, reconciling differences between bosses, reconciling conflicting instructions and deciphering their meaning between the line. more often, you are not the reason for the tekan-ing. u are just the sacrificial item for each boss to display his/her power or anger or wat not. so i take such sessions much easier now - when big boss says things like "that's the difference between a good presenter (i.e., he is trying to imply himself) and a waffler." i know he is trying to say that i'm a lousy presenter and trying to put me down. But such statements don't have an effect on me now, i'm so proud, i'm completely immune to it :)! Because i know that deep inside he knows that the damn slides have been cleared by himself before, so i dunno what is his problem. actually i do know what is his problem. he bu shuang i bypassed him to bigbig boss.

new word: waffler - someone who speaks or write in a vague or evasive manner.

i better eat some guts tomorrow and say my piece in the meeting with bigbig boss...