impending doom

i can sense the impending attacks coming. i need 36 hours tomorrow, cramped into a 24-hr day. 2 presentations, 1 file to prepare, and loads of shit to take care of.

work aside.

I will strive not to say "sibeh" anymore. the need to display the extremity will be replaced by a. "damn" and b. "fu*king". Although none make "sibeh sian" sound like you are really sibeh sian. tamade will gladly be retained in my vocab of vulgarities.

race is next week. i am quite excited, although i have no inkling of what's going to happen. i can only remind myself to keep my punching arm closer to my forehead, and for the paddle to be parallel to the boat.

badminton on friday was fun, with sy, yl, kx and juniors. i think the gym sessions made a difference, it may be my illusion (or because i just restrung my babolar racket), my smashes feel harder. maybe i should string the tension 24 instead.

i just updated some profile item that asked what i think is most important in a relationship. it was originally "trust", now it's "trust and respect". trust still comes first, because without it, the relationship is meaningless. respect is important, because without it, two because cannot stay together for long.

i feel so tired now. and a little unhappy.