sunday evening. my biceps, tricep and whatever -ceps are aching. The ache is distracting me from doing any real work. Of cos the huge resistance is the work itself.

how important is a relationship in our lives? each is destined to leave a scar somewhat, people don't stay together forever, unless u have the fortune of dying at the same moment with the one you deem as your destined love. the knowing that some hurt is inevitable, is that what keeps people from relationship when they are single, is that what keeps people in a relationship when they are together? the feeling of freedom, or feeling without a care in the world, of hearing you own laughter mixed with your special one, that's probably the best thing about a relationship. it takes so much to go into a relationship, and so much to leave one. To put in all the effort to build the trust, respect and honesty with someone cannot be one-sided, and supposedly, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. It will feel natural, and things just fall in place, with some effort, but not too much.