I hate it when I am losing steam in the work I do. The sense of loss of direction has come back to haunt me. I need to find ways to talk myself out into a picture of possibilities and optimism again. It is like a disease that strikes every year (or every half a year when I am unguarded, and my mind is weak). My strength and feeling of self-worth is being doubted by myself at times like these and it is a bad bad feeling. The need to think about the future is a daunting thing that I have tried to do many things, but with no conclusions. Only options are discovered, and eliminated. Too many baggage and constraints that I am afraid to break through. Have I drawn myself into a circle and restricted my own movement?
Is this lack of stability a sign of immaturity or frivolity? I need to talk to someone who can tell me something; someone who can open my eye of wisdom and restore the peace within me.
1 comments:
my line is always open for u... though i may not be able to give sound advice, u can always just complain and vent ur frustration.. i hope u can call me anytime when u need a listening ear -zd
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