After submitting the two applications, and waiting for another enquiry in progress, i felt like i had completed all the things that weighed me down for the past 5 months. Now i can say i have done all i can and it can only wait for the results.

In the meantime, this is a very un-lull december, with lots of work, old and new, and even new work is starting to become bad logs because of urgent stuff. I feel surprisingly unstressed probably because of the submitted applications. But just need to remind myself to not feel complacent and to continue and be proactive at work.

Runny nose today, and finally wrapped presents. Got more to buy, and my weekend is burnt. I am looking forward to coming back from the cycling trip. that's when i can finally rest.