Feel like some kind of an addict, having to use 2 types of nasal spray today, snorting the suspension to decongest the sinus. viral sore throat bugging me the past week. coupled with unrestrained unhealthy diet of carl's junior, kfc and grilled fish.
I am looking forward to a change of luck after 13 Oct. I hope I will be in time for the toto draw.
When I was young(er), and topping classes in primary school, my mother always told me that when I pray, I should always pray for Wisdom. Not cleverness, not smartness, not high IQ, not high scores, not 100 marks, but wisdom. Because that is what guides us to the road of enlightenment, or something like that. I agree. And it happens that wisdom does not necessary come with age, as maturity does. It is not something you get from studying or from classes. You can study texts, scriptures, wise sayings by wise people, but what can be taken out of every lesson that life gives differs from person to person.
A tendency to be introspective lets me think a lot, and talk aloud in my mind sometimes. At times I am afraid that I get lost in the maddness of everyday life. I don't like the feeling that I can walk the route to home without needing to think to find the way as if on autopilot. Must egg myself to be more aggressive in focussing, sharpening the mind, thinking faster. And of course translate the thoughts into words so that other people can understand.
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