where is my rest

I thought there will be rest after the 17 jul briefing. But there are already umpteen tasks falling all over me. Something is not right now, because I find it hard to concentrate on work, because there is no interest. I'm not sure why, could be my boss, could be the work itself, could be me. And on Friday I was asked if I want to be further stretched by my big boss. 1 Sept will be the target date. I don't know if this will be a good thing, but the decision is made. Maybe that's why my grandma and aunt came down from Malaysia, to remind me that there are things in life that we have no control over but can only pray for the best to happen, and for the mystic force to put things in the right place for us. Could be the sense of loss, and the knowledge of tougher days that is making me sian now. Plus no car because of exorbitant parking costs in cbd. No retail therapy to lift my spirits. If only I can just drive off now and enjoy a walk in ecp...